|In the beginning the Creator created the tree.|
Whatever I think, or may not think about it, I must consider the possibility that it's all going according to His plan.
I currently find myself, that is to say I find that part of me that is my supraconsciousness (or whatever the word for the opposite of subconsciousness is) existing as an idea, to put it loosely, in a universe which appears to be one of many universes, perhaps an infinite number of universes existing in an unlimited multiverse. I may even be existing in all the universes of the multiverse at the same time for all I know; like a radio or a TV my metaphorical receiver merely tuned-in to this particular time and place in the space-time continuum at the moment.
Certainly, as far as my physical body including my nerves and brain material is concerned I am not the same person who existed 7 years ago. All that material has vanished and been replaced bit by bit. The part of me which is an eternal constant is my supraconsciousness which is to be found in a separate dimension, or you may say a parallel universe, to my physical body; a physical body which doesn't even exist physically in what we understand as reality, other than as an electromagnetic field.
Since I am (on one level) living in the physical (on Earth) my supraconsciousness can only be glimpsed from here as through a glass darkly. For technical and other reasons the Creator keeps my supraconsciousness well away from my 5% consciousness plus 95% subconsciousness mode of existence. I imagine that those other reasons include protecting the integrity of the higher or out of body levels of consciousness.
To me it is conceivable that there is beyond my supraconsciousness another level of consciousness which I will call the extrasupraconsciousness level; it may be the direct line to the Source.
In an unlimited multiverse the possibilities are unlimited.
Use them all wisely.